As a Dominatrix, I truly enjoy it when
one of my pets feels free enough and safe enough to truly unleash
their sensuality. I so enjoy taking a shy girl or boy who blushes
when I demand that they tell me what they want from me to a point
where they are comfy being completely naked for me and my guests. And
when I say safe, that does not mean that I softly cuddle with them
while they are in my care. I have brought fourth tears from them
shortly before they come like crazy.
Despite my objection to non-con and
rape in yaoi, I do think the tears of a uke pushed to his limits are
beautiful. But that kind of tears comes from an experience both Seme
and uke agreed upon. And there is a lot of care afterward. Are these
relationships lacking in tension or dull when they reach that level?
Hardly. A uke who trusts his Seme enough to be completely exposed and
vulnerable, blossoms like the subs I've seen. Their sexuality runs
free and they are willing to try more an more daring things for the
pleasure of the Seme and himself.
I've begun to explore that aspect of
uke's life with his Seme in Ensnared through a series of illustrated
short stories. [Haven't read Ensnared? Chapter excerpts are in the menu on the right.] Andreas Hesper never really showed his sensual side
when he was living in the frightening no man's land in the city of
Eris. And even when he was an underworld crew leader in Kacia, he
kept that side of his personality locked up tight. In the back of his
head, such displays invited unwanted attention that could end in a
knife fight. He also believed that he wouldn't be taken seriously in
his position if he let his sexuality show in anyway. Perhaps he also
sensed that his Second, Viktor Stamos wanted more from him than he
was willing to give. In any event, Andreas was well known for being
beautiful and compelling, but he kept his sensuality firmly in check
until Darius put that collar on him for the second time. By then, he
also has considerably more power to surrender to his lover. Between
that and being at the side of the most powerful being on the planet,
Andreas is safe to act any way he wants act.
Beyond, the power and protection Darius
offers, he is an irresistibly seductive lover. The uke in Andreas
loves the way Darius overwhelms him physically. He doesn't have to be
strong the way he does in the rest of his roles (Underworld Crew
leader and a Lord with several businesses to manage). When Darius
seizes him by the hair for a kiss, Andreas can let his mind shut down
and focus only on the needs of the big, beautiful body claiming him.
Sex with a master at seduction like Darius is addictive. Darius is
beautiful and powerful in and out of the bedroom. It is a point of
pride for Andreas that his surrender makes such a man come so
strongly. He wants to do and see more. He wants to make his Owner
come. Andreas knows that what will drive Darius' passion more than
anything is his surrender.
Thus, this series of shorts is about
how Andres slips further and further into the role of Darius' Dami or
plaything. Andreas is subtly changing his look and how he wears the
collar and tag of ownership. There will be a lot of kinky scenes that
push the Seme/uke dynamic to it's farthest edge. All of the artwork
is mine, so be kind. I'm posting a work in progress of Andreas with
this blog. The shorts will be free. I'll do a collection of them at
some point for purchase, but they are free for now. Look for them in
the next couple of weeks. I plan to show the joys of ownership of a
pet that does NOT include non-con! Yes, I will beat that horse until
it moves no more.
